Growing up I was slightly misunderstood, everyone thought I was shy but I’m far from that. One thing I learned at an early age was that I was different from my peers. I always wanted to be on tv and build an empire. Honestly my expectations seemed unrealistic to the people that mean the world to me. The things my family and friends wanted for my future, didn’t spark my interest.
For so long I pretended to be something I didn’t want to be. Regardless, of how much you love others you should learn to love yourself first, to achieve genuine happiness. You can’t expect people to see your vision because the higher being, only gave you that gift of sight. You can’t blame them for not understanding something that wasn’t made for them to get in the first place.
One thing I wish I had growing up was somebody telling me how I felt was perfectly fine, that dreaming big was ok. I pushed the things I wanted to do so far back in my mind that it made me not grow into the woman I’m supposed to be. “Better late than never,” now, I feel like I can accomplish anything. Being different is hard but it’s what makes you unique and sometimes your plans aren’t meant to be shared with everyone else. Energy is a real thing and you need to be positive about things you care about. You don’t have to make a public service announcement because people can tarnish your dreams. So, it’s okay my little Black Sheeps, this world is big enough to chase our dreams. Don’t let any negativity mess up your tranquility.